Don't ask me about my weight right now, I don't even want to think about it!
I actually just purchased some shorts on the Old Navy website because I could not find my size in stores. I guess they only sell size 18 online, which is extra annoying because I don't want to wait. I also tried on about 1,000 dresses at my local Old Navy today, too. What I hate about fitting rooms is the uncomfortable interrogations that typically follow the return of the items you tried on... I mean, honestly, I usually feel horrible about myself after I try on clothes and I'd rather throw the items at the people manning the folding station than talk to them.
"Did those work out for you?" .
"Were you unhappy with the color, size, or fit?"
"Would you like me to grab some more sizes for you?"
"What size are you wearing? We have those on that rack over there."
"I see you have some clearance items..."
Customer service-smervice. Just ignore me and let me live my life!
My trip to Ohio is a little more than a week away and I'm caving in to my current body situation instead of living in some dream world that includes my body somehow squeezing into the size 16 shorts I have stockpiled for "someday." It's okay. Really! Someday when I go home, people will talk about how much weight I've lost instead of whatever they say now (I can only imagine!). Who cares, I'm still a good person and I still live a good life.
You really have to put life into perspective when you start to feel bad about yourself.
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